(this post is part of a challenge I’m doing where I go 30 days of November doing something that scares me, challenges me, or just is outside of my comfort zone, you can view the start of this here: 30 Days of Embracing YES ) Sorry this is late, I fell asleep last night writing it.
Holy molyyyyy it’s late. Writing this is difficult for me because I didn’t start my little daily challenge till 9pm tonight. My challenge was a 4-mile run in the dark at 9pm. I don’t know why I chose this other than running at night scares me. I don’t even feel a run when I’m running at night because my adrenaline is pumping so fast.
I ran by two random men whom I think one was drunk and the other homeless…and its crazy to think that the moment I get near, my mind starts to create false made up stories about what could happen.
“They are going to kidnap you! And maybe attack you and shank you!!!” Either way these unhealthy thoughts went on even though I tried not to think about it. I don’t usually ever get scared on evening runs but usually they aren’t 4 miles long and running in places I’m not comfortable with.
So Day 2 challenge complete. I don’t know if this is helping me in any way but I did do something that scares me and feel great about getting my workout in tonight:) Sorry this is a short post, just not too much else to write about!
